Sadness

I guess it's time to update. Was back in Portland just recently to see my sister graduate from MBC. Great time. Lots of family and friends that I got to see. Got back to Chicago from the trip and Kari broke up with me that night. It's been really rough. I don't think I ever been through something so painful in my life. I haven't been able to eat and sleep has not been very restful. I don't know what God has in store but I really hope I find out soon. I have options for a job back in Portland and all my family and friends. But I am finding it very hard to let go and say that I need to come back. Any advice or suggestions would be greatly appreciated.